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[03 Mar 2006|02:50pm]

[ mood | excited ]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii everyone.

It's been a really long time. =)

My friend need some prayer.

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The Come Back of the Century [10 May 2005|06:25pm]

[ mood | restless ]

[ music | "94 Hours"-As I Lay Dying ]

Well everyone, Vince is back. No need to be afraid. No need to fear. Vince is now here. And you can look foward to more updating. Sorry. Laziness is bad for everyone. Especially when you haven't updated your live journal in almost half a year. I'm sorry everyone. But I've made a new friend. Her name is Julia, but she prefers I spell it Jewliya. Umm....and I have a whore now. It's Kyndle. And umm.......I went around the world in a radio flyer. And I caused the fall of the Taj Mahal. And I stole the right paw from the sphynx.

I must go now. You're all lovely.
With love.
<3<3the Vince

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Favoloso! [08 Mar 2005|06:44pm]

[ mood | productive ]

[ music | "A Gift To A Dying Friend"-Training For Utopia ]

My secretary got me into Italian crap. So I'm going to learn Italian. I'm going camping this weekend in Kristin's backyard. It's going to be Kick A. I'm going to bring my tent and we're all bringin our guitars and crap.Woooooooo! Well, I've recently been getting into cards ever since my dad bought me a deck of cards a couple of weeks ago. Me and Kristin are now playing Speed in between classes on the hallway floor. And me, Mary and everyone who sits at my table are all playing Poker and crap. I'm cool because I liked cards=D. I'm going to Rhode Island this Spring Break to go see my sister and niece. Me and my cousin are going skating. Jerry got a new book on Witchcraft. Another to the collection! We're going to trade books pretty soon because we're cool. Hmmmm.....I ate chicken for dinner. It was.....interesting. Well I'm going to go guys. You're all lovely.
-Vince

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You Liars, You Killers [03 Mar 2005|07:58pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | "Should've Stayed In the Shallows"-FBMOF ]

Hello everyone, I'm sorry I haven't been on, but I have been grounded. Well anyways, not much has been up, just a couple of bails, bruises and scrapes on a skateboard and me going to Wal-Mart to buy some deodorent. Umm...I have to get another tooth pulled. Gosh, I hate this crap. Oh well, it's fun being put to sleep. ^_^ Hmm....I was in line and some dude cut in front of this dude in front of me. And well...after he cut, like 4 people cut in front of him and then a guy and a chick came and cut in front of those guys. Gosh, I hate crap like that. Well umm...I'll keep you updated on more crap of mine.
-Vince

P.S. Kristin let me borrow her cd. ^_^

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I'm copying Jennifer's Award List of 2004. [05 Jan 2005|10:09pm]

[ mood | nerdy ]

[ music | "Darko"-Slick Shoes ]

Ehem...here is MY award list of 2004. It had it's up's and down's, but we did all we could. Here we go kids...

Coolest Friends Made This Year: I don't know...I met Jerry a while back, so that doesn't count. Umm...I'd have to say my secretary, Tanya, my good friend Kristin, and Mary.

Most Obsessed Person I've Known This Year: Chad is definatly worthy of this, all he ever talks about, all he ever wears, all he ever THINKS about...is the Dallas Cowboys.:|

Deepest Thinker: The deepest thinker this year, would have to be David. I don't know man, but he has the most emotional and stupidest things running through his mind. He's a great guy, man.

Most Hippocritical Person: I would say Ricky, but that's being selfish in a way..the biggest hippocrite I've known this year is myself. I've made promises to sooooo many people I can't even keep, I'm my own worst enemy.:\

Best Cd I Got This Year: The Best cd I got this year was "No Sir, Nihilism Is Not Practical" by Showbread, I haven't liked them long, but I knew about them before they hit a big record deal. It's beautiful. ^_^

Biggest Screw-Ups: I guess it was trying to decide to go out with between these two girls who I totally didn't get to know much... umm...it didn't work out well, but I didn't pick either. Another screw-up was letting people take advantage of me.

Greatest Accomplishments: I've been like this for a REALLY long time, but it keeps getting better and better every year. I'm happy that I'm content and I don't care what others think of me. I'm especially glad, that my contentness gets stronger every freakin' year.

Worst Bails On A Skateboard: I've had so many this year, but the two worst one was when I was going over a grass gap and I cut open my hand and there was blood all over it. ^_^ The other was when my wheel got caught in a pebble,(Yes, a pebble) which caused me to fall over on my side and rip up my arm. Eeeeesh.

Happiest Moment: Hmm...I can't say it in front of everyone! :-O

Stupidest Moments: There's been plenty, but I guess it was all those times whenever I don't stick up for myself. Eh...

Best Verse: I don't really have one for this year...:S, BUT...I think this one is cool...
"May He give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. We will shout for joy when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the Lord grant all your requests." Psalm 20:4-5

THE GREATEST BREAKDOWN: I haven't cried in a while...at all this year..except for this time. It was this big freaking fight me and my dad had, and it made me realize how stupid I was. But we eventually made up.*thumbs up*

Greatest Lesson: Well, when I was in Waco living with homeless people on the streets, it made me feel REALLY bad for them, I mean, they have to go through all the crap we went through EVERY DAY. It reminds me of how good it is to have what I have, and to be thankful. And you must say to yourself "Self, I've heard this lesson thousands of time before, how can this be any different?" Well, it's not a freaking thing you get the fuzzies for and then forget the rest of your life, this will shock you for the rest of you life. Eeeesh...I give to the Salvation Army now. They fed us a sandwich when we hadn't eaten for like 16 hours. Gawwww....

I don't know. That's really all I can think of. I hope you have a wonderful New Year. Goodbye. God Bless All. You're all lovely. ^_^
-Vince

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I know that everythings going to be fine.. [03 Jan 2005|04:51pm]

[ mood | confused ]

[ music | "Signals Over the Air"-Thursday ]

Hello everyone. I'm not going to ask how you've been lately, because nobody answers to you whenever you ask that. I cleaned all New Years Day and it wasn't so bad. I'm happy that my house it frickin' done with everything and nice. My grandma started this tradition where you clean the ENTIRE freakin' house to start off the year fresh. It's not really as easy as it sounds. So 2005 is here and school is tomorrow, and I'm not really looking forward to it. But hey, it's either I go to school or stay home and be bored and do nothing with my life and get fat. Ugh, I'll go with the first.;-) Last night, Jerry, David and Chad spent the night at my house and we had a late night movie session. We watched "Anchorman" "The Exorcist" and "The Texas Chainsaw Massacre" and "Donnie Darko" the next morning. They were all wonderful, but I was expecting more from The Exorcist. Everyone calls it the "scariest movie of all time" and it really wasn't that scary. It actually points something out, that with faith and the power of God, you can conquer all things. It's a great movie. I give it two thumbs up. We watched all the scary movies with the lights turned off and all huddled together. They weren't really scary at all. Anyway, I just need something to do with my life you know? I'm getting tired of sitting around doing nothing, I don't want to be lazy. I need some "motivation" as Kristin said. ^_^ (Yes I read your updates Kristin and I love you man) Well everyone, have a wonderful day and God bless all. You're all lovely.
-Vince

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Here I go again..without anything to say... [23 Dec 2004|09:04pm]

[ mood | okay ]

[ music | "Dear Charlotte"-Craig's Brother ]

Hello everyone. It's been a while I see. Well let me tell you what's been happening. We got let out of school the other day and so started my holiday. Well, I got grounded again due to unseen happenings. Well I'm off the hook now and it feels good to be back. I wrote a new poem called "Take A Freakin' Pill" It's about drugs! You should read it sometime.;-) Well guys, nothings been happening lately, except for last night. Me and my friend went walking around at like 2:00 in the morning and there were cops swarming all over town. We tried so hard to not get caught and we started getting very paranoid, so we decided to leave and go home. Well...we started walking and a car was starting to follow behind us...so we sped up...as we sped up, dogs were slowly coming out from the shadows and barking. The car increased its speed, so we did the same. And the dogs barking was growing louder and lights were turning on all over. Well we were in a big caca farm right then, so we just sprinted to a few houses away from the house and their were about 8 dogs chasing us and a car as well. We jumped in the bushes and we got out uncaught. Smooth operators we are. Well I don't have much to say, so I'd better get going. I'll update tomorrow. Goodbye. God Bless. You're all lovely.
-Vince

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Rest assured. [12 Dec 2004|09:24pm]

[ mood | weird ]

[ music | "Cross Out The Eyes"-Thursday ]

Hello everyone. I haven't updated in a while. Well where to start? Hmm....final exams are coming soon and I don't know what to do about it. I really need to study, because if I don't, I just might forget everything I've learned =O. What else...I had a play today. It was fabulously well. It was wonderfully entertaining and we cracked the audience up. It revealed a religous message too. Hmm....not much has really been up lately guys, but there's something thats been bothering me. I really don't know what it is, like there's this spot in my life that I want to get rid of, and yet, I can't get ahold of it. =O. Oh well, rest assured...I'll find it sooner or later. My mother purchased a book for me at the Dove's Nest today that tells stuff about Wicca and Satanism. It's very interesting. I think it might come in use some day. Well there's not much left to say. I'll update you if anything interesting happens. Goodbye. God bless. You're all lovely. -Vince

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We look so good when we fall... [03 Dec 2004|08:26pm]

[ mood | thoughtful ]

[ music | "Into the Dark"-The Juliana Theory ]

I cried today for the first time in a VERY long time. I don't know, something was pushing me inside to let it all out, so I just went with it. It felt so good to just let it all out again. The reason you ask? Well there's many....One was that my dad and I were having a fight over something stupid again, another, I let a lot of people take advantage of me. And it took me so long to realize this...I don't want to let it happen, because it just makes me want to cry even more. I just want to LIVE >:-O. All I want....all I want is someone to understand how I feel. The only ones that really understand right now...is God himself and my dad. We had a deep conversation after our "fight" and it showed me A LOT of things that were just now revealed to me. Thanks for being there guys, to all my friends, my family and God. Thanks guys. God bless. You're all lovely. -Vince

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......your spine is metal of metal, and veins electrice tape.. [01 Dec 2004|09:22pm]

[ mood | lazy ]

[ music | "New York City Is Overrated"-Training For Utopia ]

Hello everyone. Today wasn't that exciting. I'm proud to say I ran from a temptation today. WOOOOOO! Score for me.;-) I also decided to just be patient with the things I want in life, because you don't get what you want in an instant. So I'm taking a "vow of silence", not literally, but in my own words, IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. Well anywho, after school, I went to church and went skating for about two hours and then just did nothing. Then we skated some more and I talked with Kristin, Jonny and my secretary, Tanya for about 10 minutes. Then I went home. Today wasn't anything special, but I'm glad I made it. God bless. You're all lovely. -Vince

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She sprouted wings..and flew away... [30 Nov 2004|09:16pm]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | "Death To Traitors"-Beloved ]

Hello everyone. Today was an interesting day. Nothing exciting happened until the end of it. Well, I was right about people starting more rumors about me, they go up to me and say "VINCE! You're secrets safe with me!" so I'm telling myself "what the heck??" People are so stupid with their little "clicks" and going off and telling others something they don't even know is true. Eeeesh. After all this happened, I went to film with Solita and it was interesting. I wore Danielle's emo glasses and I was cool. ^_^ Then I came home to work on my project for English which was EXTREMELY boring. Then I went to H-E-B to get some stuff for the project, when what do you know, I run into my ex-girlfrind and her boyfriend in the same isle. She said "Hi Vince!" and waved at me. I simply returned the favor and then continued on my way. We don't talk that much anymore and never really have since we broke up. But yeah, it was nice talking again. It seems like our friendship is starting to build up more again.*thumbs up* Even a "Hi" can make people's day better. :-)

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Yeah, I'm dying! [28 Nov 2004|08:55pm]

[ mood | mellow ]

[ music | "The Missing Wife"-Showbread ]

Hello everyone. Today had its ups and downs. I almost landed that 360 flip I've been working on. WEEEE! But...me and my dad got into an argument, and I really hate it when we fight because we fight over the stupidest things. Well anway, I made up with him and now its all better. I went to church this morning and I had a donut. I haven't had a donut in such a long time. So it was good. ^_^ Then, me, David and Haley were being wierd and making each other laugh while Jim was giving a lesson. Oh MY! NOT the best thing to do, especially while we're learning about Jesus. Hmm...what else....I saw this movie "A Day Without A Mexican" it was pretty funny. It had these random things pop up during the movie. Anyway, what happens is that people discriminate against Mexicans so like, they all dissapear without a trace, so they're gone for about a week and everyone misses them and learns to appreciate them. Kind of like the movie "Saw" but without the gory detail and this is with Mexicans ^_^ Umm......nothing really happened today, but I'm glad I made it through. Praise God! WOOOOOO! Well I'll write you if anything interesting comes up. Goodbye. God Bless. You're all lovely. -Vince

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Breathe In, Breath Out. [27 Nov 2004|10:34pm]

[ mood | indescribable ]

[ music | "Pile of Broken Tools"-Officer Negative ]

A list of things I hate.

I hate when people lie. I hate when people are hippocrites. I hate the fact that my grandma has Alzheimer's. I hate spiders. I hate when people talk about things right in front of your face. I hate it when I see people I like getting hurt. I hate little kids cussing at me from another car window and acting like nothing ever happens when their parents come back, speaking of this, I hate it when little kids tell their parents what to do. I hate people judging me without even getting to know me. I hate the fact that people think I'm "gay" just because I may be a bit "feminine". I hate it when people are rude to me. I hate it when people don't stick up for themselves. I hate when people say they'll do things but they never do them. I hate it when others act like their the ultimate authority when in reality, they have absolutely NO power. I hate it when people are stuck-up. I hate it whenever you accidently poke yourself with a paper clip. I hate it when people get a little taste of popularity and then act like they have it all. I hate it when people don't love. I hate the fact that I'm struggling looking for that one God wants me to be with. Most of all, I hate letting my God down. I'm not trying to be cliche' God, I just want to make you proud.:'(

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I'll somehow make it through.. [27 Nov 2004|12:40pm]

[ mood | discontent ]

[ music | "All Deliberate Speed"-Mae ]

Hello everyone. I've been doing alot of thinking lately. I don't know about what but its just seemed wierd. My mom thinks I have ADD now, I can't really focus on anything anymore, and if I start something, I don't finish it(At least not that often). I know this is kind of wierd, but I haven't really been able to focus on God either, thats what I really hate about this. I've been praying lately that I can put God ahead of everything in my life and its actually been working. I'm glad because I really hate this problem.:S. THIS IS THE TRUE LIFE OF ADD!!!>:-O. Well. I'll write you later if something interesting comes up. God bless. You're all lovely. -Vince

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Happy Frickin Thanksgiving. [25 Nov 2004|12:44pm]

[ mood | bored ]

[ music | "This Photograph Is Proof"-Taking Back Sunday ]

Hello everyone. I understand that today is Thanksgiving day. My mother and aunt have been fixing food all day, and last night I found out that they leave organs inside the turkey:-|. Thats what scares me, now I'm afraid that I'll never be able to fix my own Thanksgiving dinner. OH THE PAIN! Well...if its any concern to you people, my teeth feel better!*thumbs up* Right now, I have eleven people staying at my house and I get to sleep on the floor...yay...:\. Anywho, nothings really been going down with me lately, I went to Wal-Mart this morning to get some Christmas lights and I let my dad listen to Underoath and Emery...TEE HEE HEE....well umm...yeah. I just wanted to update on this, but there's not much to say. So I guess I'll talk to you lovely people later. I'll write if something interesting goes down. ;). God Bless. You're all lovely. -Vince

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I never thought we'd make it out alive... [20 Nov 2004|12:28pm]

[ mood | relieved ]

[ music | "When The Sun Sleeps"-Underoath ]

Well its day two of this live journal thing. And I just had my teeth pulled people. Wow. Well let me tell you how it went. Well first they put all these wires on me, then they put this mask on me and turned on the laughing gas. Next, the whole frickin staff came in and they all had something to do to me. One cleaned my arm with alcohol and then another readied the shot. After that, this dude put the shot in my arm and attached this "medicine ball" with a big tube to it. He pumped the medicine in my arm and it was kind of hurting my body. I felt it go through all my veins and then after that, I was knocked out. Eeeesh. When I woke up, my bottom two wisdom teeth were gone. I had to sleep on a chair, then my mom just decided it was best that I sleep on the bed with pillows propped up. I agreed. So basically, I've just been around the house all day. Yep. Wow, the pain killers are frickin' strong. Anywho, thats all thats happened thats been interesting most of the day. Well, I'll write back if anything else happens. Goodbye. God Bless you. You're all lovely. -Vince

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And no one says a word from there on out... [19 Nov 2004|09:47am]

[ mood | anxious ]

[ music | "Stay Together For The Kids"-Blink 182 ]

Hello everyone. You're just lovely. Today is bittersweet. I got to miss school!!....but...I have to get two...count em TWO teeth pulled! Ughh...This is really going to suck. I've had different opinions from others so far on how it is, but I'm thinking its going to hurt afterwards so far. People said it feels cool when they're taking the teeth out, but it hurts afterwards. BAH! I'm REALLY going to hate this:-(. I can't eat until 12 or something. I guess its so I don't throw up or anything on the doctor. I don't know. Right now, I'm grounded. So I'm not supposed to be on the computer, but I'm away from school and there's nothing to do! So don't tell my dad...shhhh. Lately our band has been working out great, but we just can't seem to think of good riffs now.:-\. But....the songs are still good.;-). Well everyone, I really don't have much to say. I better prepare for the death of my mouth. Everyone have a nice day. Goodbye. God Bless you. You're all lovely. -Vince

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